February 2012
122 posts
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Trust can only go so far; reassurance is necessary...
As much trust as you can put it, slowly after time hints of doubt make their way in. It’s hard to keep maintaining that level of belief and giving benefits of the doubt. It’s nice to be reassured without needing to instigate anything. It lets me know that my trust is still valid; Or at the least reaffirms that I need not doubt anything.
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People make such a big deal about not having...
“You can’t see what’s right in front of you”, “No one has cared for you as much as I have”, and all this nonsense of making yourself out to be someone special. If you really have feelings for a person, is being in a relationship that important to you? Do you HAVE to “be” with that person to feel happy? Everyone tries to make themselves out to be the...
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The future is only a continuation of the present...
If you lose yourself now, there will be no future. Having a goal in mind is a great asset, but never lose track of where you are and what you’re doing with your life. Being on the right track doesn’t mean anything if you’re not moving; you’ll just get run over eventually. There’s always a chance to change things so long as you continue on forward. It’s your choice...
I drink out of cups: "typical drake song" →
alesreno:
Drake
Awwwhhng
Drizzy
Ackhk…………
a red plus a blue makes a purple…..
Two wrongs don’t make a right, but two broken hearts make a circle
Can a hamster find mafuckin love witta gerbil?
Do two cancers make a virgo?
Think I needed to find out…ergo…
I carry errything on my own…
Oh drakeeee
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I now have a new passionate pet peeve
Yay for alliteration, but controlling and jealous people really irritate me. Never until this past year did I realize people who constantly question where someone is, what they’re doing and who they’re with actually exist out there. As if damn, are your lives so sad that they must be completely wrapped around the other person and in great demand that every breath be monitored? I really...
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mzjamiie:
You’ve Got the Love - Florence &...
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Smilies can turn sexual
N:
shit.
I just hurt my nipple !
LOL
j:
i'll kiss that ouchie too
N:
and do plenty lots more ♥
j:
=D
woops
forgot the testicles
8=D
HAHAHAH
N:
that's tiny
You're not tiny
j:
when i see you, it'll be a lot bigger
N:
LOLOL
You're too great
J:
that's what you said
N:
Because it's true
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Semi-Golden papaya chronicles 5
I had a nightmare where I was chained in a basement. My ankles, waist, forearms and neck were all chained to a wall and I was forced to cut chicken. Endless cutting ensued for countless days, with the only source of food was the excess fat and bone from the chicken I was cutting. If I even tried to dare eat a piece of meat, a gigantic rubber dildo would come up from under the ground and lodge...
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Dammit mom
Stop getting on my case about girls. All you ever care about are their looks. Every time I bring a girl over all you do is ask me if that’s my girlfriend and remark about their looks. Your perception of gorgeous does not match our society’s perception okay?
And no, I don’t need any more condoms dammit, because I already have plenty. And if you’re going to keep buying me...
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Lent
A: I'm giving up fapping for Lent.
j: Have fun with that.
A: You should try giving up fapping.
j: I don't fap.
A: You don't? Why not?
j: Because I have sex.
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Family first
I’ve never in my life held family first until just recently. Often times I’ve blamed my mom for many of my life’s grievances and attempts at suicide. All the neglect, the stealing, the lying, the cheating, the disapproval, the put downs, and the misunderstanding have ingrained in my mind shattered remnants of a dysfunctional mother-son relationship. From living a life where...
Paint.
mqnguyenn:
Paint my world like a rainbow, filled with no broken dreams; Paint away the black and white; sew together the seams.
Paint my world like a waterfall; watch with me when I’m alone. Paint away the destruction; Make this feel like a home.
Paint my world like a balloon, filled with words I want to say; Paint away the clouds, to watch it fly away.
Paint away the rain; Forgive the sun...
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What would your greatest fear say to it's greatest...
It’s noted that often times that which scares us most is not tangible. Heights, public speaking, death, the darkness. It’s interesting what people deem to be true “fear”, because fear itself is something that is actually pretty peculiar. Do we really fear heights? Or do we fear falling? Do we fear the darkness? Or do we fear something within it? Do we fear public speaking?...
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Time.
I have an avid fixation of looking to see what time it is. I lived most of my life running against the time and attempting to beat my previous record. As a runner I have learned to live by the seconds. Ever since I quit track two years ago, I have grown a huger obsession with looking at the clock. I wonder to myself what people are doing with every second of their lives. Are they making a...
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Invested
I have this notion to which I will never bring myself to say anyone was a waste of my time. They have wasted my time, but I will never say the money, time, and effort I invested into a person was a waste. I have spent countless time, lots of Money, and put immense amounts of effort that was not reciprocated; even so, that was the choice I decided to make, and will live with. You will always be...
gelatinaa:
Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out...
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Golden papaya chronicles 3/4
I’ve been too busy to really write, so here’s a quick synopsis of all that’s happened lately:
Cut chicken for about 7-8 hours.
Stupid mexican lady came in asking to buy some “Milk boba”, to which I assumed she wanted milk tea with boba, and upon giving it to her she says “What is this disgusting black stuff?” I responded by saying “that’s...
Anonymous asked: What's something you're insecure about?
I get annoyed at people who don't do things...
The only way to get better and grow is to do it. To showcase your growth immensely pushes you forward in your practice and in life as well. Putting yourself in uncomfortable and new scenarios is what it takes to improve.
Anonymous asked: I enjoyed reading about your Golden Papaya rants. Do you have any other rants? :D
I want to hear "I got plans. Go get ready." Not no...
yourunsunghero:
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kattdaancer:
Omg yes. -_-
YES.. SERIOUSLY
Boys, take note. Indecisiveness and a lack of initiative are two of the biggest turn-offs in a guy. Plan your dates, walk up to her front door and be on time.
Ladies, also take note. You shouldn’t depend on your man for ideas. I know it’s expected for the guy to pay for the date, drive around and do that...
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WatchMe humping and grinding up Timothy Delaghetto at a UCSB after party. AWWWW YEEEE.
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It's nice to live in the moment
It is actually an amazing feeling to just savor the exact moment in all of it’s entirety, but don’t get caught stuck in it and attempting to bring it back. Life is fleeting, with every event slipping by moment by moment. Moments last forever in your heart and mind; it does way too much harm to attempt and replicate the feelings for life.
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Passion.
mqnguyenn:
The corner of your lips, traced with my finger tips; The stars taken from the sky, directly into your eyes. Take me to that place, make me learn to love the chase, pull me in and don’t let go, because there’s desire in your face, it shows.
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